this is what it's like to be alone

Dusty Cantrell

this is the last night I will truly be alive
all you’ll see from now on is a lifeless hollow shell
I won’t give my heart away again
everything makes me sick
my stomach is tied in knots
and my dreams won’t let me sleep
what happened to the kid in black
he grew up
he ran out
he was beat down
this is the last note of who I once was
tomorrow I’ll be different
tomorrow no more love
this isn’t a cry for help
I’ve been there before
this is just a notice of the upcoming change
goodnight I won’t wake up the same